F e e l i n gs xx

Everything feels uneasy
at three o’clock in the morning
because that is when my truest feelings unravel
and there is nobody to listen
to even a speck of it
because everyone is asleep
and I am awake by my thoughts.

The truth is,
I do not know how to express
the feelings left unsaid
because it is always denied
and rejected,
but never accepted
for it is
a burden too heavy
to bear on anyone else.

My heart constantly ache
and that is a feeling
I will always deny
until now.