Argh. I'm sinking deeper and deeper, taking steps back away from reality, withdrawing my presence from everyone. Just, trying to feel better and calm my boiling heart down. I wished life wasn't tough, sometimes, I can't hold the unhappiness and hatred inside of me I just want to cry, anywhere, anytime. Aiyo, my life just need help. I think bury myself in the books is better than anything. Uhhh. Like a die.
Sometimes I really suspect.. if we turn back in time to change something, to work harder, love deeper, cared more and paid attention, would things change? Will people still stay, will they leave, will we still or ever be together? Life can be a joke, tomorrow will be even better.
I can't wait to set myself free.
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