I'm so sorry.

I’m sorry for not loving myself enough and I’m sorry that I can’t be okay like I used to be. I’m sorry I’m not strong enough to hold on and I constantly allow myself to feel my fragile heart crumbling to pieces. I’m sorry for the way I feel and how my walls have become indestructible. I’m sorry for the insecurities I cave myself into. I’m sorry for everything that I’ve become. I’m sorry for the way I reserve myself around people and not allow them in. I’m sorry for the chaos I’ve created. I’m a wreck. How can somebody love someone like that? How can anyone be capable of loving me when I can’t even love myself enough? I’m sorry, but I don’t think I’m worth it. I’m sorry for feeling this way, but I do hope you can understand the unworthiness I feel, one day. I’m sorry.