Yea. Although my roommate is sleeping beside me now and it's raining which is a perfect weather to sleep. But I just can't fall asleep..
Tell me what's exactly happening to my life. I hate growing up. But I still have to. Life's a fucking struggle, I swear. Nothing is going right at all. No. Nothing. You just have to face every single thing yourself. Nothing is easy.... Some one please... Save me from all these shit. I had enough of this. And I cant handle it anymore. I'm sorry, if I've let you down. I'm such a failure... I'm lost. Tired and I feel empty. I just feel like breaking down right now...
Yea. I know.. What I talk don't make sense at all.. But do you know how tired and scared I am. I may be selfish at times. I apologize. I don't think about your feelings. And what I talk don't go thru my brain. But did you realize? Whenever I feel annoy, lost and scared I start my nonsense. I know it don't make sense. That's me. I'm scare. And I need some one here... I'm sorry. Yes I'm always pissing you off. And if you think I'm pushing your limits then... I'm speechless. Something is wrong with me now... not you. I hope you really understand. But what can I do now... I'm so tired. I don't know how to save this relationship..
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