Life stinks

I feel so crappy now.
Why isn't life like the movies?
Or all planned out for you like the game of life?
So many thoughts in my head, yet no one knows .
I've wasted a year of my life doing nothing.
I wanna make my aunt proud, but just know nothing on how to.
Words can't describe the way I'm feeling right now.
Maybe because too much fun throughout the years, that I totally forgotten to even care about my life.
People around me changes, not all of them are keepers.
People come and go, and sometimes when you're in the worst, they just don't give two fucks.
I'm just so confused by what people are thinking. Sometimes I feel that they don't make any sense at all.
Life stinks, but we all got to live with it.
I'm having a headache just thinking about all the problems lying ahead of me.
All the scumbags in life, all the heartaches I've been through did makes me stronger. But it didn't teach me anything else about what am I gonna do with life.
Sometimes I'm so lost, that I myself have no idea what to do.
I give people advices, but I'm just not good at giving myself advices.
Guess I just have to suck it up , and work on it myself. Guess I only have myself to count on.